everything, and nothing

disappearing

vanguard — Thu, 16 Dec 2010 18:32:07 +0000

when there is nothing to say,

you say no more,

when there is nothing you can do,

you do no more,

what can one do, but watch as it all burns to the ground,

a pitiful sight, a shameful act

lost in captivity

vanguard — Tue, 05 Oct 2010 09:13:30 +0000

it’s raining. the birds are flying for shelter. they are afraid of the rain. fearful that they might get wet and not able to fly.

i see men, and women. they too, are running. from what? are they running from the rain? are they afraid of the rain? or is it something else? They are running not because they are afraid of getting wet. They are just running. Running from fear. Fear of themselves.

the rain has stop. where are they now? they are still hiding.

a lifeless living

vanguard — Sun, 03 Oct 2010 18:01:49 +0000

i walk down the street, i see people talking, people eating. others, laughing away, relating among themselves a silly movie they watched last night, maybe. or recalling hilariously at how this person who walked into a clinic but asked the nice girl at the counter if he could see the doctor for having a fever, perhaps.

people talk, eat, share, joke, criticize. going about their cherished yet useless lives. i wonder why. do you know why? they don’t believe in whatever they do, or think, or say! it is just a facade they put up to give meaning to the world. this god forsaken world with no hope. the only way to keep themselves sane and to feel alive: indulging in excesses, drowning in total self-denial, constructing and defending to the death illusions of the happy life

is life happy?

think different

vanguard — Thu, 19 Aug 2010 19:42:05 +0000

why think?

vanguard — Tue, 06 Jul 2010 15:48:13 +0000

“The point of philosophy is to start with something so simple as to not seem worth stating, and to end with something so paradoxical that no one will believe it”

back…

vanguard — Mon, 03 May 2010 17:40:39 +0000

and now…whats the plan?

falling into u..

vanguard — Tue, 27 Apr 2010 01:39:22 +0000

thinking..thinking…

vanguard — Sun, 25 Apr 2010 19:32:22 +0000

not sure what to do…things are still uncertain..well see how it goes..not too sure where will end up..

MU won the other day..quite a good game..but Chelsea won also..7-0!! what a trashing..looks like its gonna go down the wire..

and ya, zaid lost..sad and unfortunate, but not unexpected…but…from how things have turn out, looks like there’s hope..promising..

babel

vanguard — Sat, 24 Apr 2010 18:06:26 +0000

many duties to do…many words to say..many voices to listen..

freedom vs obligation?

the free self…

vanguard — Tue, 20 Apr 2010 05:59:46 +0000

“Real freedom is an ethical state of enlightened anarchy where every individual is guided by his inner truth or conscience”

-MG-